It's that feeling when you're listening to the most beautiful song at 5:30 a.m.
after a long, long night
and it begins to pour

it's something beyond tranquil
it's beyond bliss
it's like it cools the fire in your veins
a paroxysm the truest happiness with no reason

and it's another feeling I could never capture with just words

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